Thursday, February 23, 2006
Here I am, wishing to journal, & I've decided to try & join the cyber age by blogging. I am a 50+ grandma, quilter, fiber artist, & working full time RN. Don't I have enough to do already?
My daughter inspires me though. I am so proud of my Michelle. My heart is so full of love for her & my grandgirl, & my 2 sons too. I wish I could do more for them. I think if I were one of those meatpacker people who just won millions, I'd be paying off the student loans, & buying each of them a good car & a nice home. Then for Darian I'd set up a college fund.Thats what I'd do if I could win millions. Nice to dream about.
Today I will give aunt Ethel & perm & cut her hair. She is 92, & beginning to have bouts of confusion. You never know when it'll happen. She goes along just fine for hours, then all of a sudden she says "Can you take me home? I can't find my keys". It's so sad. My heart aches for her. She has lived with us for almost 3 years already. Sometimes she's a pain in the rear, but when she's like this, I just want to cry for her. Will Warren & I end up like that? Will someone want to care for us then? That million would help then wouldn't it.
Tonight while warren works I'll work on the Calander Girls Barn quilt. I have got to get it done!